I finished the thing but went straight to bed. I’m back but only to upload said thing since where I am it is now the right time.
my favorite thing in stories is when the antagonist doesn’t die, but instead they realize they were being kind of a stupid dick (maybe because the protagonist saved them or something) and then they have to kind of awkwardly tag along with the heroes in order to make up for their mistakes and gradually become slightly less evil
Taking a small break from the numbers thing. I’m still getting them as I type this, but don’t be afraid from sending one in if you want to. I just need to get this one thing done tonight.
Up until now I’ve had no problem gushing out my feelings about the mutuals that have sent me numbers. However this one made me freeze up. Maybe because I’m worried this one text post won’t be enough to express how much I care about you or how you’ve helped me overcome some things that even the people before could not handle. I guess this post won’t cover every base, but I’m sure you know how the rest goes deep down.
I’ll admit, the night before you introduced yourself to me I made a wish. I don’t normally believe in such things, but I was in a really dark place at the time and pretty much thought “fuck it, why not”. The very moment we started talking I could already detect how comfortable you were around me. Most people are usually nervous for some reason when speaking with me (I’m nothing to be feared), especially when English is not their first language. That was a sign from the start that good things were coming the more we interacted. I have never had a moment where I regret meeting you and I hope you feel the same way too. Here’s hoping we can continue this pattern.
I honestly can’t thank you enough.
This is for a different person. Yes, by chance two people sent the same number. I can’t even process this. But they’ll know the last post was not for them because of a few obvious hints. So, here we go for this one…
I still think about the days when we would rp silly and fluffy stuff. I remember the fist ask you sent my character and naturally he wasn’t friendly and was doubtful. Then a few months down the line they ended up dating. I love how with both you and another person our characters actually spent enough time together before becoming an item. I also still miss the gaming sessions we used to do. I understand you aren’t able to right now since you lack the right computer, but I will still be here waiting for the day when we can do it all again. And as we both know I can wait for a very long time. Thank you for everything.
I was almost expecting you to join the “not actual numbers” bandwagon, so I’m impressed with your restraint on the matter. Hee~
Man where to begin? We have so much history together. You helped me get over some very serious issues on top of some phobias. You taught me to be myself and not worry about what others think, especially when it came to *cough* certain adult things (you know). You pulled me out of a very deep ditch, one that almost finished me off. Actually, you might not know of that last one but yes, you saved my life once. I owe it to you to tell you that at the very least. You are like a goofy brother to me and I mean it. I seriously consider you like family and I can only hope that if I’m successful with my current goal that I can use it to help you out.
Love you, man. And hang in there.
We’ve not known each other for very long and I’m sorry we’ve not had much time to catch up, but I really like you. A kind and sweet person who is very understanding and can put up with my bad rp ideas. Or ideas in general. I wish you the best of luck with your studies and hope things get better for you soon.
dreddigon said: "a batch of bum biscuits" that is the best fucking thing i’ve ever heard
Bum Biscuits used to be my catchphrase so to speak, but it has been a long time since I’ve used it. Might consider it if I’m going to attempt this youtuber thing.
We’re back to actual numbers for now. Yay!
It might not seem this way, but I always think of the day we first started talking in the TF2 fandom. You, me and one other person. The rping, discussing characters and the many times we goofed off in l4d2 (look out for killer doors). I’ll always treasure those memories. And despite where I currently am in my life, I still wish to talk to you and the others again like old times. I’ve been nervous to since so much time has passed, but I have a feeling you might be feeling the same way. So in short we’re both thinking and feeling the same things. Oops. I’m still sorry about what I did and still hate myself for it. I know thinking about it now is pointless, but you know what I’m like. Some days I don’t need others to make me feel guilty when I’m capable of feeling like that myself.
I just hope things work out for you and I know you’ll go onto doing some amazing things because you deserve it.
I’m getting a few smartypants in my askbox tonight. Shots will be fired if necessary.
I remember seeing a pictures of your cosplay back in 2012 around October. I was in a dark place what with gran in hospital and my entire family were being a batch of bum biscuits. You inspired me that Halloween to try my first proper attempt at cosplaying and when I did it I felt some escape from a harsh reality. Thanks to you I discovered something that can help me in more ways than anyone can imagine. I can’t thank you enough for that. If I get the chance to meet you in person again then be ready because I’m probably gonna squeeze you a little.
I figured somebody was going to send me that, but I’ll admit I was not expecting it from you. *Eyes narrow* Anyway, that aside…
You are a really smart person who won’t take any shit and you actually try to explain or argue things in a sensible way. You never go around insulting people during a debate or take any cheap personal shots like some I’ve been seeing here and there (example “Oh you would say that because you are *insert irrelevant description here*). You also reblog cool stuff and your art is amazing. I just hope once I’m a little more organized, I can commission you. But for now if you need a signal boost then hit me up. I will always reblog it.